She just wants to forget.

Eventually you just get tired of investing your thoughts in thinking about someone who no longer deserves to be on your mind. You reach that breaking point and that realization has probably forced you to imagine a life without the person you thought you needed. You struggle to move on and yet you try your hardest to keep going and even though it should be easier leaving someone who mistreats you. It’s difficult because you genuinely cared about that person. You’re confused at times, you feel stuck. Your heart is weary and you know exactly what it means to feel hopeless. You feel like feeling nothing, you try your hardest to numb the pain but nothing works because in the end, you’re faced with a truth you’ve tried to ignore. In the end, you know that the only way to keep going is to leave behind a lover who couldn’t love you. And right now, all you want to do is forget the pain and start the process of remembering what it meant to be happy before they entered your life. I hope you find everything you’re searching for. I hope you find the courage to continue your pursuit towards love and happiness. I hope you find the strength to keep fighting for what you deserve. She just wants to forget, you just want to forget. You just want to start over, you just want to move forward and you will. Take care.⠀❤️