Bumpdate:

After 4 days of trying to reach my OB since I found out through an ultrasound that my little bubs is in a breech position, I finally heard back from her! Since my pregnancy is considered high risk, the doctor is working with the perinatologist to see how to forward. I’ve done my own research and it looks like there are different options in helping to turn the baby and one of them is the ECV. That’s done by a doctor or midwife. They will try to turn the baby. The other option is the breech exercises- which I’ve been doing every morning and night before bed. I’ve also been walking around the lovely San Leandro neighborhood, doing 2 laps per day, then there’s a scheduled c-section of course. I refuse to let them try the ECV on me. I am so opting out of that. I would rather have a scheduled c-section and deal with the pain since there are so many risks in trying to go natural. In the mean time, I’ll just keep praying that everything is going to be alright! Gotta stay positive!
Prayers are greatly appreciated!
Daily reminder: When you remember to be grateful for everything you have, you receive more.
Side note- Carpal tunnel is a bitch. My hand is completely numb.

Happy Father’s Day

Happy Fathers Day to all the:

Step-Dads, Single Dads, Role Models, Father Figures, Fathers who stepped up and filled in as “Dad” in someone’s life, Dads raising children who aren’t their own, And all the men helping kids with no real fathers.

Deadbeats, sit down! We’ll celebrate you in April’s fool day!

She is me.

She keeps things to herself out of fear of being judged. She notices things but remains quiet in attempt to avoid arguments and tension. She feels so much pain but still finds the strength to smile. She claims to be ok, because she doesn’t want to annoy others with her issues. She’s mean and sometimes cold because she knows how it feels to be hurt. She puts up a wall, not to be difficult but to protect her heart from those who don’t deserve it.

She is me. She is still trying. She is good enough. She is strong. She is intelligent. She’s worth it and anyone mature enough to realize her worth will be worthy of her love.

Never let a confused man waste your time or energy.