Eventually you just get tired of investing your thoughts in thinking about someone who no longer deserves to be on your mind. You reach that breaking point and that realization has probably forced you to imagine a life without the person you thought you needed. You struggle to move on and yet you try your hardest to keep going and even though it should be easier leaving someone who mistreats you. It’s difficult because you genuinely cared about that person. You’re confused at times, you feel stuck. Your heart is weary and you know exactly what it means to feel hopeless. You feel like feeling nothing, you try your hardest to numb the pain but nothing works because in the end, you’re faced with a truth you’ve tried to ignore. In the end, you know that the only way to keep going is to leave behind a lover who couldn’t love you. And right now, all you want to do is forget the pain and start the process of remembering what it meant to be happy before they entered your life. I hope you find everything you’re searching for. I hope you find the courage to continue your pursuit towards love and happiness. I hope you find the strength to keep fighting for what you deserve. She just wants to forget, you just want to forget. You just want to start over, you just want to move forward and you will. Take care.⠀❤️

Maturity isn’t about how much pain or disrespect you tolerate from other people. It is about knowing your boundaries, values and standards – and knowing when to walk away and protect yourself when those are being violated.

8 weeks left. Per “What to expect” app; baby is 16-17 inches, 3.5-4 lbs.

I’m blessed, cause I was made to see this beautiful day. I was given life, joy, peace, love and then I was given something rare; CONTENTMENT. Happy Birthday to me!

I pray this Ramadan helps you find your soul. I pray you make good use of this month ahead and pray to him. I pray you let your soul feel happiness and contentment. I hope Ramadan gives you all the peace you need and desire. I pray you are forgiven by Allah and I pray you seek forgiveness from others wholeheartedly.

Work on yourself first before you enter a relationship. Make sure you’re balanced & centered so you know what you want and what you deserve. Loving yourself changes who you attract.

When you love yourself, you attract better. You let the universe know that you deserve the best by treating yourself well. Everything starts with how you feel about yourself. Feel worthy. Feel valuable. Feel special. Feel deserving of receiving the best. It will happen for you.

Imagine walking away from a toxic relationship then….BOOM! You suddenly meet your future husband unexpectedly by the end of the year. #realgoals

“Go fall in love again. Everyone is not like him.”

It’s crazy to think in 10 weeks or less my little man will be coming into the world. I’m getting nervous having to start thinking about the birth plan. The baby shower is 4 weeks away. According to the fav app “What to Expect”, Malik should be measuring 16/17 inches and 3 1/2 lbs.

He’s been kicking like crazy!

…10 weeks to go!

I can’t wait to watch you grow. I can’t wait to teach you all about self worth, sticking to your word, and listening to your heart. I promise I will always listen to you with an open mind. I don’t ever want you to feel like you can’t talk to me about anything for fear of being judged.

One day, a girl is going to fall for you and I hope you treat her right. I hope you get to know her heart and respect her. I hope that I can raise you to be a man. A man of his word, a man who knows loyalty. I hope I raise you to be a man that isn’t afraid to love.